The hardest thing life is trying  not to fell in love ... i i expereinced it in these few days.. anway il ge to that post latter ..since i am now recoverd from those days now..
snap..

what fears me is that i have lost entoxications i felt before .
the things i loved to before isn.t much giving plesure to me.. i feel like a rehabilitated drunker . . i think old was btter .. i can choose.. really i can.. i see whats comming  and why am i doing any thing about it.. is that because i like the thrill that it give s me to takle with them at the last point .. or the fucking lazyness... any way am stopping ma lazyness. the quote i like ..." the hardworking donkey allways carry heavier load .." ..
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now lets come back to ma favorite topic..
whats wrong in fellin in love..
as it been always i only like the i intract with ..
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njan paranjallo enikkavalodu pranayamilla..  athu enikkariunna oruu vikaramanu.. njn athine mattulavar viseshipikkunathu ketttilla... is it friendship .. ? the sad truth is that ..i'll miss her.... enne snehikkunnavare enikkorupadishtamaanu..